sometimes i don't know if i'm coming or going.

i think i've just ruined a perfectly good friendship with a girl by saying i liked her. i've known her for years and we've always been best friends. god damn i hate myself sometimes.

i am going to sunderland/newcastle on saturday to meet up with some friends of mine. not sure which yet. i don't go to either much so it'll be fun i hope. i just hope i can get the mula to get there.

this is a pointless blog.