need some metal.

RAAAAAAH

\m/

And sounds horrible. Hope everything fucking you off works itself out.

I had a pretty dark day on Tuesday. Tuesday afternoon was pretty much one extended panic attack and I was massively, massively stressed and upset.

Everything seems to have righted itself now though.

So yeah, I think we all get the moments when we feel nothing ever has gone for us and nothing ever will go for us and what the hell's the point. But, trite as it sounds, they usually pass.

normally disappears when one of my friends makes me gut laugh. it's weird, it can take hours, nay days to work yourself up into that state, then in 5 seconds it's forgotten.

chin up pal.

Go eat some jelly. Jelly cures all ills.

but I think I can solve the problem they've caused and then dedicate my life to revenge

GOD DEPRESSSSSING

Cheer up!
I can't say I've ever felt this low - I do have down days, of course, but I think having Chloe puts everything into perspective. It would be totally unfair to inflict my depression onto her. I tend to count all my blessings, do something physical, write stuff down or call a friend who will make me laugh when I feel low.
Sorry you're feeling down :(

Please keep us updated.

Try and battle through, don't give up don't let whatever is making you like this destroy you. No matter how hopeless things seem like they're getting you can always turn it around, I got myself out of a hole that I never thought was possible.

I really hope you feel better soon, apart from that I have no idea what else to say.

the bad always outweighs the good, but for some reason we are obligated to pretend we don't realise this and keep on hoping.

If I could erase all evidence of my existance, I'd do it. I'd have done it years ago. But alas, there's little to no way out being a little bit selfish and causing upset, so my advise is to just keep plodding on being miserable and trying to squeeze in as many of the enjoyable things to break up the mundane and awful a bit until something else does the job for you, or you go so insane that you are incapable of being consciencious towards what others would feel if you were o disapear.

Yah!

and a real one, not an e-hug. Go find someone to hug.

"If you are going through hell, keep going"

or

"Never, never, never give up"

or

"I may be drunk, Miss, but in the morning I will be sober and you will still be ugly."

but throw in my usual level of feels of abject defeat.

to compensate, i am going to get very drunk, play Sim City and listen to CDs. it doesn't fix any of the problems but it'll make me feel better, and tomorrow i will be a shade hungover and very clear of head :)