... i put my last entry into this 'blog. since then i've passed my probationary period at my new job, booked a venue for my wedding (17/09/2005 - you're not invited), got a new tattoo and shitloads of cd's... and thats about it. i have done sweet... fuck... all of ANY note. like you care. i think i may actually be depressed - clinical definition and all, not just a bit bored. i am getting very worried for the state of my wrists. its a good job i dont take my penknife to work. at least at home i get some occasional aural relief (AUral, you sick fucks). i suppose it doesnt help that all my workmates talk about is big fucking brother (infantile wank, by the way. 1st series - genuine experiment into what would happen when 12 people are put in an enclosed space and their every movement watched by the entire nation. every series since - poor attempts at getting hardcore sex onto national television), and even my girlfriend has a go at me for talking about music and polyticks. screw it. i'm going to start posting random rants here, and writing in my journal again. i actually felt better when i did that last time, so lets hope it works again. but like i said, like you care.